Life's adventure~~

Dugaan itu memilukan
Dugaan itu tidah tertahan
Dugaan itu menyakitkan

Apakah langkah anda
Apakah langkah seterusnya
Bila anda perlu menanggung
Akibat dari kegagalan kamu....

Pandanganku lempar jauh kesudut hati
Mengapa kamu sakit wahai hati
Mengapa kamu rasa racun kegagalan itu

Sunyi sungguh rasanya
Menanggung keperitan ini
Dan memikirkan apa yang terpaksa kutempuhi
Seperti keluar dari satu musibah
Ke satu musibah yang lebih teruk

Dimana kan ku cari kekuatan itu
Dimana ada sinar dalam gelap hati ini
Mungkinkah ada hikmah disebaliknya
Dalam keperitan yang aku lalui

Hina sungguh diri ini
Kata-katanya terngiang dilubuk minda
'Bodohkan kamu'.....
Bodohkah aku????
Mungkinkah orang yang bodoh saja mengalami kegagalan?

Sungguhpun aku tahan air mata ini
Ia tetap mengalir tanpa henti
Penatkah kamu wahai hati....
Menahan sebak itu
Penatkah kamu????

Mereka tetap dengan pandangan mereka.
Jijik pada orang yang mengalami kegagalan
Itukah sebabnya aku bersembunyi???
Adakah aku mampu menahan kata-kata nista mereka lagi jika mereka tahu

Tidak kupinta ini semua
Tidak kuduga segalanya
Namun ia kini dihadapan mataku

Ingin saja aku pergi
Namun aku tahu
Tiada guna untuk kulari

Seperti mencari burung yang hilang
Aku mencari kekuatan
Dalam kelemahanku
Ku redha

Tidak sekali-kali akan aku menyerah
Biarkan mereka kata
Biarkan mereka pandang
Biarkan mereka fikir

Aku adalah aku
Akan kujadi seperti pohonan teguh
Tidak goyah walaupun ditiup
Tidak tumbang walaupun dipukul

Ini hanyalah satu helaian dari novel yang sedang ku ceritakan
Ianya hanya satu ribut dari ribuan ribut yang mendatang
Kekuatan itu ada dalam diriku
Semangat itu ada dalam hatiku
Akan kubakar obor itu hingga ia menyala sehebat mentari

Untuk sahabatku
Mari kita bangun
Seperti bayi yang ingin berjalan
Seperti anak penyu menuju lautan

Jangan putus harapan
Jangan putus asa
Jangan menyerah

Sabarlah wahai hati
Teguhlah wahai pendirian
Tekadlah wahai semangat
Tabahlah wahai jiwa
Kita akan harungi ini semua
Bersama-sama

Our feelings is what makes us human.

Kekuatan setiap manusia berbeza. Bayangkan jika semua orang serupa. BOSANNYE!!!

hehe. betul tak? kalau semua orang lalui benda yang sama, keluarga sama, perangai sama, masalah sama.

So u see, God make us different from each other. Some of us may look the same, like twins. But we're still different in many ways. Our differences is what differs us from the rest. Its what defines u. So now, i understand why i have to go through everything that i did. If i have everything the way i wanted, i wont feel thankful when happy things came along. If i didnt go through the problems that i face, i probably wont be as strong as I am now.

Now i've learn that everything takes time. Everything matters twice as much as they do before. My family, my life, my loved one, i want to cherish them now. And most importantly, loving myself. Accepting all that I am, and all that i have been. We're not perfect. I may not be able to change the world. But the first step starts now. I want to change myself. Towards the better person that i can be.

"Doing what i can, one step at a time."

Assalamua'laikum n hello dear friends.

When things fail to go our way, we search for various reasons and way to make it right again.
Sometimes we do stupid things to pretend we're not mad or sad.
And sometimes, we do horrible things to run away from it all.




I read the news about the man who killed himself and 2 of his children because he is so disappointed that their marriage is breaking down. It is sad that he decided to take his children's life along with him.

What's on his mind when he decided to die. No one will know. And maybe no one could rationalize his actions.


We face with various situations all our lives.
We laugh or we cry at some point. I'm thankful for being a Muslim as it is a sin to commit suicide.
It gives me some kind of law to always continue living. Face everything with courage and a sound mind.

We can never predict the things that will happen but we can always strive and hope for a good result based on our action.

I believe that everything happen for a reason. It will either make us, or break us. It depends on us what we decide and choose as the best thing for us and people around us.

Assalamua'laikum.

We will not understand the feeling of being sick when we're healthy.
We will not understand the feeling of being scared for our lives when we're not facing it ourselves.
It is even hard to understand ourselves sometimes.

We sure are lucky people.
I think I am now.
Although my family may not be the perfect picture.
Although my life may be crumbling to pieces and thing don't go my way.
I am still lucky.

It is calm and peaceful around me.
I can go eat even when I don't have enough money sometimes.
I have the luxury of having a home.
I have the opportunity to further my studies.

And all this while, I my life has been easygoing.

When I think about my brothers and sisters who are still struggling to live on, I feel ashamed.
I didn't thank god everyday for the air I breath.
I didn't thank god everyday for the food I eat.
I didn't that god for the understanding parents that I have.

Now, i really wanted to change and contribute.



I once read, someone said, he tried to change the world, but failed. Tried to change his country, but failed. Then tried to change his community, but failed, Tried to change his family, and failed again. then on his deathbed, he realized, by changing himself first, he may change his family, then maybe his community, and his country, and maybe even the world. He can change all of it through good example.

Doing something small one by one may not be much to some people. But i really think that it is enough. Even in Islam , we have to ensure that today is always going to be better than yesterday. and tomorrow will be better than today.

Even if its not possible, we can always try.

Our society has long be stereotyping obese people. They will be looked in a different way than any other people.

I've just watch a story about people who are super obese. They goes to a medical institute to get a better life. Some of them can't even walk. Some haven't get out of bed for 2 years. They have high risk to get heart disease, and other major sickness which may shorten the length of their life.

I've never really thought that one could get over 600 pounds. But when I see them, they really are great humans who trying to get better. They are willing to take the effort to do the simplest things to us such as walking, getting into their vehicles independently, going to supermarket to shop and so on.

They learn how to eat better, and exercise more. That really is a lot, unlike me. I've never really thought of the things that I eat. I don't have to stop myself from taking any type of food and shove it down my throat. I don't really exercise that much. and still I'm underweight. Going to the mall or somewhere else is not hard to do. But for these super obese people, all these things are a great deal in their life.

They take the effort to get up, walk a few steps. Day by day, the effort really give them results. They've lost weight, have a better health than before, and they could start going on their daily lives better as other people can. They even get new friends who understands best what they are going through.


" Dan janganlah kamu berasa lemah (dalam perjuangan mempertahankan dan menegakkan Islam), dan janganlah kamu berdukacita (terhadap apa yang akan menimpa kamu)."
"Mudah-mudahan Allah akan mengadakan perasaan kasih sayang antara kamu dengan orang-orang yang kamu musuhi dari kerabat kamu itu (dengan jalan menjadikan mereka insaf dan memeluk Islam). Dan (ingatlah), Allah Maha Kuasa (atas tiap-tiap sesuatu), dan Allah Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani."